Stupid Girls...

i hate girls that swear they love a boy. & break up w. them in like 2 days& is on to the next "one". lol. its dumb & stupid. espiscially the girls around my age, you guys need to stop acting immature. or maybb im growing up to fast, 0h well, i've always bin like this. Growing thru things b4 everyone else. But idk, i think a female shud know what guy she shud claim & wat guy is just right for the moment & wat guy is just a guy. im just saying .. im not saying that girls shud hurry up & get themselves tied down, im just saying the same way you drop niggaz, one day somebody's gonna drop you, on sum concrete w. pieces of glass. BUT then again, mayb cuz sum girls bin "dropped" before, & thats why they stay in like 3 week relationships, but ladies we have to be better than these boys ! so when they sit in that nursing home 60 years from now & have no kids,no visit,lonely & they're cancer is spreading they'll think "damn, if only i treated her right", i wouldnt be so lonely right now & questioning my acceptence to heaven". ahh im letting my imagination run, lols, bye !

Let's get one thing straight, I'm not.

Soo , it was a friday & me & my cousin just came from seeing Orphan. So we walking hand in hand. La la la la.. & some guy comes like " are you taken ?" & me & my quiet ass dont say anything. so my cousin steps in & says " you see me holding her hand right ?" & the guy is like " oh, thats your girl ?!, i like that freaky shit " & i felt soo uncomfortable, cuz while we were walking away he was watching us hold hands,lol it was funny. lols ( & i am soo straight, ask my peanut =p) & on this gay shit note, word is that beyonce is coming out w. a role for this movie called Tipping the Velvet & her character is a Lesbian ! & i dont care how gay i sound, im sooo looking forward to seeing this movie ; just curiousity ;) i wonder if she can freak this .. lol.

Playa Cards Right ..

Soooo .
theres this girl i know, got played sooo bad.
so she had 3 cats.
cat # 1, she met 1st, bin w/ him forever, loved him & all that.
cat # 2, someone new, but she liked him too. mad nice.
cat # 3, some gangster. he cute tho !
soo she was so into her single liberty, thinking she could play w/ all of em at once. but none of them was tryna hear thatt. so she end up having to choose. but she tried to delay the choosing w/o them noticing.

• cat #1, he waited,but he deserved to wait longa after what he put her thru.

• cat #2, he waited for a min. but he had patience

• cat #3, was NOT about waiting, she wasnt sure if he wanted sex or not, but she was NOT w. it.

but, what eventually happens is..
cat #1, DUMPED HER. but in a good way,b.c he knew that she had better options.
cat # 3, lmao, lets just say, he wont be comming around anymore (as if he had the balls to come around before, lmao)
sooooooooooo eventually she choose cat # 2, i mean, she aint get stuck w. him cuz she always knew thats where her heart was at.
she all broken hearted over cat #1 & she cant believe cat # 3 cursed her out. ha
lol, she my home girl & everything, but she mad dumb.
didnt cat #2 sound good from the start ?
instead of choosing , she rather break her heart, smh.( & get cursed out)
lols, smh, its funny what girls do to themselves.. now she all sad & glad at the same time.
werd to me if she not in some type of rehab in the next 5 years, she will be in the next 6. lol.

im BOS$Y .

i have this problem.
i am bossy.
& omg, its a huge situation.

growing up things usually went my way & i get what i want. majority of the times if things dont go my way, then im not apart of it at all. for example,i almost lost my bf just cuz i aint want to do something that generally he should have a say in, & he understands that im in this stage where what i want is gonna happen & he respects it. eventually in the end, we worked things out & things went my way. i like this sense of control that i have, but it also comes with something bad,im not even considering people feelings like that anymore, &i think my problems are way more important then anyone elses. this could get really ugly & i need to get out this stage am in before it gets outta hand. but i've bin threw way too much for me not to have control over things now. before when i use to be nice,people abused me like i was weak. IM REALLY TRYING TO BE CONSIDERATE THOUGH !! earlier in this school year this one friend in paticular was tryna point out to me how bigheaded im getting,but its whatever, its my life & things are gonna go my way, & if anyone doesnt like it,then i guess you shouldnt be in my life, i mean i have friends that deal w. it. I know i sound ridicoulous & bitchy, but SOME people are probably reading this saying this is a lie,but others know its TRUE. i have a split personalities, & i need to pick one to live the rest of my life with. idk what to do !!!
buttttt, for the mean time i'll try to stay sane & Tayisha-like for you guys =p.

Lost My Blog Virginity...

Sooooooo, Today i decided to finnaly go through with this blog thingy. Kwenah put on that MAGNUM condom& forced me to BLOG ! it looked all complicated at first but, everyone is doing it . * I also lost my face book virginity a couple of days ago. & i loved every orgasim. i hope this is worth it also =) && i wonder if i keep blogging after this.. does it make me a whore ?
hmm..