im BOS$Y .

i have this problem.
i am bossy.
& omg, its a huge situation.

growing up things usually went my way & i get what i want. majority of the times if things dont go my way, then im not apart of it at all. for example,i almost lost my bf just cuz i aint want to do something that generally he should have a say in, & he understands that im in this stage where what i want is gonna happen & he respects it. eventually in the end, we worked things out & things went my way. i like this sense of control that i have, but it also comes with something bad,im not even considering people feelings like that anymore, &i think my problems are way more important then anyone elses. this could get really ugly & i need to get out this stage am in before it gets outta hand. but i've bin threw way too much for me not to have control over things now. before when i use to be nice,people abused me like i was weak. IM REALLY TRYING TO BE CONSIDERATE THOUGH !! earlier in this school year this one friend in paticular was tryna point out to me how bigheaded im getting,but its whatever, its my life & things are gonna go my way, & if anyone doesnt like it,then i guess you shouldnt be in my life, i mean i have friends that deal w. it. I know i sound ridicoulous & bitchy, but SOME people are probably reading this saying this is a lie,but others know its TRUE. i have a split personalities, & i need to pick one to live the rest of my life with. idk what to do !!!
buttttt, for the mean time i'll try to stay sane & Tayisha-like for you guys =p.